Monday, February 27, 2006

The Pressure Cooker Process Ensues

It's lunchtime, BW sent an SMS that he's not coming-in to work at the Sky Dome project. Hmm.. could it be because of an erstwhile flame visitor he's having for company today. I hope not. That old flame is a no-good wretch.

I don't have old flame wretches. Or do I?

I only have friends that I've had misunderstandings with, but deep inside their hearts, I'm positive at one point or the other, they'll have good things to remember me by, good things that even after years to a decade of not seeing one another, they'll have the propensity to come, renewing old ties.

Such is the process my life goes through, each time a friendship goes in hiatus.

The thing is, I never had anything bad nor indecent to say to such friendships. If prompted, I usually say we have differences in opinions, but inside me, I still consider the merits of friendship over issues, but then again, we're not talking and we'll just wait for the time where we can talk again..

that "wait" period is the pressure cooker process for me.

For countless times, people see an unaffected me during the wait process. I can "stand" the wait. The long wait for even up to years. But the weird thing is, there has never been a lapse when i do recall the good times. These usually creep into mind whenever I'm usually at my idle best.

I'm currently in pressure cooker mode. But i can handle this better. Better now after wot has developed in the past few days. The revelations. The bitter sanguine truths.

It's currently lunchtime, I'm gonna head off to Manila Hotel to check on a Rotary Club project they're asking me to work on, it's for their convention stuff. Boring events thingy.

After the discussion there, i'll prolly head off to an arcade and bury myself into winning that coveted Eeyore plush toy from that moving brick piling game. LOL.. then i'd go immerse myself silly in that House of the Dead shoot game..that sooo rocks!

Tomorrow...hmm..plans are underway..i'm heading off to our farm in Rizal. I'm gonna visit to see whether things are still okay. I revived the waterworks system and the windmill, i'm not sure if they're up to standards already.

I'ma gonna go check on the plants there too, then take shots. The real reason I'm going there. The shots. Someone from Saudi is interested in purchasing that property.. It'll be swell to sell that property, i'll miss it yeah (and the 5 water buffallos)...it has been a sanctuary of sorts for a lot of my friends through the years from elementary to college..

planning seminars were done there, recreational visits, fun visits...all happened there..

oh heck..even BW and his family had the chance to visit the place :)

but it's easier for me to let go of that property...it's been years since I visited that place and even when Dad was around, he was also telling me if it's wiser to sell it off already. We both agreed to the idea.

I'll prolly work on the Caliraya property..small as it is, it's much much idyllic, a haven to develop. For years, i've been picturing that as a perfect hideaway. A home by the lakefront, i'd build a wharf stretching to the house, a terrace overlooking a wide expanse of bluish green water, the motor boat (phontoon) my dad built will just be buoyed there--and on lazy sundays, just sit by the wharf and fish for black bass or pla-pla for good measure :D Now THAT's the life.. :)

a la prochaine! (pronounced as a-la POH-zhen) Until next time in short :D

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